fold 


i wasn’t 
listening 
i was thinking
fold you into me
i don’t know you that 
well
but in those moments
i could tell
the way that you might 
fold
is 
into me
remember 
that you used to fold
you’d get high and it would be
your favorite thing
ya my walls so invisible
so high 
i can’t get high
cause who will take care of 
the walls
i built 
so 
carefully
you sneaky 
cocksucker
you are 
a fucking genius
to ever get around those 
walls
you’re a goddamn expert
why don’t i 
give you 
a day 
off
and let you just
stand
somewhere
in a field
just look at you 
standing
in a field
how your hair is
the skin 
that holds you
in a field
take pleasure in 
your pleasure 
in 
a field
or on a goddamn train in dallas
what’s wrong with me is
i’m some kind of 
bird
going 
what then
what now
after the field
do you love
do you fold
is there a wall
is there another wall
do i have enough walls
do i shut up 
ever
every present moment
i think
DOOM
i think
like 
death
i think i’m goddamn 
scared
of a field
and that you’re standing too far
in it
and
i’ve seen the earth catch
a black hole
and 
swallow
and 
i think 
i know death
and its empty 
fucking 
empty
i think
i know
what’s gonna happen
and that’s it’s gonna be 
soon
so i think
if we could just 
lay down 
for a minute
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